Website Presentation Jitters

I just finished a final revamp of my website. I added some extra thrills. But i'm chilled to the bone about presenting it. It is our last day here at George Brown, I want everyone to have a great summer -- we all deserve it.

The fireworks begin today.
Each diploma is a lighted match.
Each one of you is a fuse. ~Edward Koch

Big Brother is Watching

the fear and anxiety of being watched
a camera filming us from within
every key stroke is marked and measured
seen and stalked from afar
invasion in our home
the camera works without you
the people see your flaws
written on the walls
control is lost
and without freedom
this new age
will eat you up.

When I get sick.

when something bacterial bites
invades my inner fortress
and sickness reigns
I pay more of a price
with my anxiety

worrying its fatal
my heart won't beat
chasing down meds
with herbal root teas

it's not a simple thing
when I get sick
it layers and piles
on top of my disorder.

Requiem For A Dream.

Requiem For A Dream tells the story of four individuals who face fears and choices. Here is the trailer:

Tea Party

join me in anxiety

stained, lost - at a loss
not wanting to speak
scared, shaking - mustering
SPOKE - stop
and the room reacts
but it's underwater
enhanced sound waves
I hear it all
the whisper at the front
the diss
the laugh
and suddenly
I am on stage
SWEATING
my mind screams
"THINKG OF A RESPONSE"
and I blurt...


the anxiety jitters
I'm shaken
I hear good feedback
and I force a florish
I hear negatve returns
and I build my own hell

and the force flows
i am on fire, from the face back
burning centered on my soul
sequestered without console
looking for a laugh

found the escape button
make them giggle
they won't stare
not if you can joke

and again suddenly
I am the star
on the stage
making the crack
sharing the slack

anxious with delight
I sit back silent
un-won
but forgiven.

M

Mitchell Tremblay
Graphic Design Student,
SparkMuse Designs

a rhyming course of sanity

a rhyming course of sanity
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farther than the wind
she rode
and forth she came
a piece of will
with scraps of fire
she lit my house again

farther than this mind
the quote
''and north he slain
no cease of will
with bad desire''
he hit our hearts domain

farther than that soul
they hope
and forth they aim
a crease in will
with saddest choir
they cage themselves again